Not friends only, bwahahaha, I wonder if that's a bad thing?

Keep in contact at least!

Hooray for posts at 3:30 in the morning!

So, yea, I haven't post in soooooooooooo long. It's ridiculous! (not really, but you get the picture)

I've probably missed some things: drama, poon, doujins, memes, etc.

But, I'm in college now (weeeeeeeeee!). Which means more responsibilities! (Pssh, yea right) Which also means less time for computer (another 'pssh, yea right).

Aww, who am I kidding, I'm on my computer more than ever, but I just left LJ alone for a while to pursue other interests. Such as video games and anime. Specifically anime of the mecha genre. Mainly because Super Robot Taisen fxcking ROCKS.

But, now that I have a restriction on my downloading capabilities, I turn to LJ, which has always been good to me in the past.

So, from this moment forward, I'll spend more time on LJ, because that's how I feel like rolling.

Now...to sleeeeeeeeeeep...
~Judas

P.S.: Prepare for Monster Hunter stories, because I feel like writing them...

'I never really feel quite right,
and I don't know why,
all I know is something's wrong.
Everytime I look at you I seem so alive.'

I wonder why I'm so emo, really. I mean, it's not like I try to be emo. I just start thinking about my life and how I've never lived up to expectations despite my potential to.

tl;dr:I'm sorry, there's no way around it, I can't explain it i

Time, I won't ever give in, no matter how hard you pull me in
I know gravity ain't an excuse, I just wanna make things a little more sweet.

Man, it's been a while since I posted.

A lot of stuff has happened, but I don't care to talk about it because I can't recall everything. I think I should just keep a tape recorder with me and, like, post the recordings or something *shrug*.

ANYWAYS, wait there is no anyways.

I remember why I hate blogs now, because I can never remember what to write.

Oh well, peace out.
~Judas

This is a series of short stories I'm writing called 'Up to you,' it's about a Paranormal Investigator (P.I., so it often gets confused with a Private Investigator, done on purpose) that, well, investigates the paranormal, usually ghosts. Currently, he has no name, as will none of the other characters, except for the ghosts, and the mainish characters will be defined by physical attributes (clothes included). Ideas come and go, and for these stories I'm greatly inspired by a series of music tracks called 'Ghosts' which is a project done by Nine Inch Nails. I will finish the current arc before moving on to the next one however, even if I'm feeling uninspired, so the level of writing depends on my mood.

Here's the first chapter, enjoy~

Finding out if this link is a rick roll


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3AdFA6WWJ7E

So, as I bring my grades back to life from a bout of senioritis, I'ma be more active!

Also, Super Mario RPG /is/ the only RPG for me. I'm playing it in japanese though *awesome face* and I just beat Croco for the 1st time (for those of you who have played before).

I WANT TO RP AS LEON SO BAD! But I need more icons of him, and it's hard to find/make my own because ToD isn't well known T.T

Stoopid lazy Namco

~Judas

Taken from hikikomorichan

Choose twelve of your original characters, in any particular order. Then, answer the questions that follow, but DON'T LOOK AT THE QUESTIONS BEFORE YOU PICK THE CHARACTERS!

Prologue – Legacy of the Heroes

It’s raining today. It wasn’t raining yesterday, and it won’t rain tomorrow. Today is the funeral of his parents. Daiid stands over the graves of the heroes that helped reshape the world. With the death of his parents, all 5 heroes have become legends, living entirely in history now. Tears stream down the faces of the concession, except for Daiids. He remains strong for himself in their memory. As friends depart, he remains on the hill, the rain having already soaked him to the bone. A light shines upon him from far away. Looking up, Daiid beholds the sun as it sets in between the clouds and the plains. Illuminating the raindrops, the light refracts and 2 rainbows appear over the graves. “The world is grateful for your sacrifice, however I,” he says, his sentence trailing off. Pulling a ribbon from his pocket, he drops the silver satin on the disturbed dirt and turns away. “Rest in peace,” he whispers, heading down the hill.

So, I'm relatively close to getting my electric central processing unit laptop back, I just gotta, get my grade updated and I'll be back!

Don't cry for me though, cry for those I pwn in SSBB.

And, I'll be posting my story in my journal, so, stay tuned for that.

~Judas

'In the end, we're all just humans, and we each live and die the same way. One day at a time.'

God damn math >.<

I'm grounded, I'll be on once in a blue moon until I get my computer back

in other words, HIATUS.

Peace and Safety to you

~Judas

GAME OVER MAN! GAME OVER!

Fucking Patriots...

Now it's Algebra, Japanese, English, and Economics, in that order (homework).

Had a really upset stomach lately, I blame my father, he brought this illness into this house! I can't eat any of my favorite foods because of it T.T.

Picked up SMT: Nocturne again, since my friend won't stop bitching to me about it, at least until I get his Persona 2, mwahahahahaha

My toothbrush and I had a little falling out a few weeks back, we got back together though, and I've got a clean mouth again (gross huh? I know).

I decided to do the 'take a picture everyday for the next year' project, which I started last night, I've got to take another pic around 8:30 again...hopefully I won't miss any days. I'll post it up here when I hit some way marks I suppose.

That's about it...I'll probably get started on that homework when my stomach settles and I clean the kitchen.

~Judas

Economics, Algebra, Japanese, English...

Homework I need to get done, in that order...

I hate homework T.T but I love school.

I'm tired for some reason though, and who knows what my parents are gonna make me do...

I'm excited for this weekend though, I get to see snow! Wooooo!

I need more friends, introduce me to people D<.

Name: Judas (taken from Tales of Destiny 2, if you must know. But I've grown to like biblical Judas too)

Age: 17 (I turn 18 in June)

Gender: Male...?

Fandoms: Tales of, Phoenix Wright (Gyakuten Saiban for the weeaboos), Final Fantasy, Mecha, Naruto, Bleach, D.Gray-man (kinda), Disgaea, Hentai, Metalocalypse, Persona 3, Guitar Hero/Rock Band, 4chan (not hxc). I have more, but those are the major ones I suppose.

Likes: Food (cooking/eating =P), Lazying about, Comedy, pretty much about anything

Dislikes: Over the top slash fans (people who just think every character in fiction is gay and won't accept straight pairings no matter what), Liars (who doesn't?), Arrogant pricks

Little bit about me: I live in CA, so I've got PST for those of you who want to catch me online. I'm in my senior year of high school. I'm not very assertive. I'm addicted to the internet and video games, but I like hanging out with friends. I used to rp, I'm kind of falling off the boat on that one, I much prefer to write stories than rp, because, rps go no where. I'm a history/english buff, I used to be good at math, but I lost my motivation to be good with it when my grandpa died. And, apparently I'm a bad son, or so I can infer with my conversations with my parents.

It's...7:40...

on a Saturday morning...

in 3 hours I've gotta go down to city college to take a math test...

I went to bed at 12 this morning...

I'm so tired...

fuck...

I've got a lovely bunch of coconut (deedly deedly)
There they are, just standing in a row.
BIG ONES, small ones, SoMe As BiG aS yOuR hEaD!
Just give 'em a twist, a flick of the wrist
That's what the showman said.

Applying to college = suck. Just some FYI.

I gotta say, first off,  I'm sad. Yes, definitely, and completely, sad. It's 2008, what's there to be sad about, right? Well, this is the year I graduate and go to college. This is the year I wave my innocence good bye for good and become an adult. This is the year...I lose all my friends...

Over the past 2 years, I've built up a contingency of friends, of people I can count on, of people I can go to when I need them. And, I use them. I use them constantly. That's not to say I don't reciprocate, I try to as much as I can within my power. But, I'm not a 'go get her' kind of guy. I'll take the path commonly taken because I've been told 'hey, it's easier!' As fun as it is to give, there is always something I want as well. While others want 'this' of me, I want 'that.' The sad part is, if I get 'that' out of the way, I won't go and do 'this.' I'll do nothing instead. This is not the way I want to continue being.

But it's hard to break the cycle, hard to loosen the chains and slide out of them. I mean, I really don't know what I can do. I've been in my ways so long, it's like I've dug a rut in the ground, and it's gone too deep for me to climb out.  I hate to say this, but my obligations are what are holding me back.  If I had less people I had to fit a standard to, less people to worry about, less people to please, I'm sure I could do the things I wanted to do, as well as the things that they want me to do.

To all those I've hurt, I'm sorry. To all those I will hurt, I'm not. I'm going to try to be the vision that everyone sees me as, and if I hurt people in the process, so be it, I'm me, not the me you see.

I guess I'll end this with my resolution...

I will be me this year.